I dun know whats happening to me ??
POP up in the night and feel like and hugging you.
jus somehow miss u to the core,,
had a silly dream and hope that i will be always in the dream,
almost got Kill while crossing the Road, lucky the AAo Save me,
Maybe I'm to tired or I'm just out of mine mind, Miss the time where we both had together...



I so miss my Grand MA !

**Turn off my music Bar before playing this MV


I never Forget the Very last Chinese new year Dinner with Ah Ma, after the Dinner i still sing the Song (You Rise Me) Up behide of her and Ah Ma jus give me a face a blur Face cause she dun understand,after resting for awhile we went to a temple to pray i sing other song (Zui Chang De Dian Ying) and Ah Ma show Me other blur Face,, after praying we went back home and Ah Ma said this to me in the Room 'Ah Boy You Must be a Good boy okay this will be Last Year for Ah Ma le Ah ma Have to go soon!!!' i replyed 'Ah Ma can u dun say this type of things u will be fine' (showing a Unhappy face) Ah Ma told me Ah Boy u must be Good to Her ok Promiss Ah Ma that u will take good care of her and never let her leave you, she is a good girl,, i told Ah Ma I promiss, I Love Her, and i had already promiss her that i will take her as my wife, Ah Ma smile at Me and Slowly walk out.
The next day we went for our visit and after the visit, when we reach home she told me 'Ah Boy u must Buy other food for Ah Ma to eat after chinese new year, if not u won't have any chance anymore, Ah Ma will be Waiting for you, and i told her 'ah ma i will go and visit u dun worry ok i will, dun worry ah ma i will remember what i had promiss u' and i Tell her Ah Ma u must wait for me to post out Okay after i had post out i will be more free then ever, and Ah ma agree and went to the leaving room and look at Rooney, as Ah Ma Love Rooney alot and ya i need to book-in real soon le, on my book-in day Ah Ma Gave me a wram hug(Thats the Last Hug that she Gave me) and told me Ah Boy Remember to Buy me Food..
Days had Pass, and I fall Sick ! and had alot of MCs and i was send to other hospital for trying to kill myself, i'm over stredd in Training Ground and my Temper become Bad i became like other person... because of things that are happening to me, my family members did not tell me taht AH MA was send to TTSH, And Ah Ma has become very weak,, till friday Mummy told me that Ah ma was in Hospital and i ask mummy if Ah Ma is alright and mummy told me that she is fine dun worry, my heart Cool down since then, i book out and when to samantha's place to stay over night, we both was awake by samantha's sis she tell me that er jie is looking for us i call back er jie and find out that Ah Ma will go off any time that day and it was Valentine's time Day jus after Chinese New Year.(Jus like what Ah Ma Had Told Me it will be The Last Yr)
i and Samantha Rush Down and We were too Late Ah Ma has Gone le. i can't even see her for the very last time, and I blame myself for not buying the LAST meal For her. and after then i know that Ah Ma has not really been eatting after since the Last New Yr Dinner.
My heart Break into PCs Jus then and my heart Beat became Slow i was really sad for what had happen that very day, till the day we send Ah Ma to mendai...
and till now I STILL MISS Her....

I'm really sorry as what ever i Promiss Ah Ma did not happen, Samantha Still Leave me in the end.