Writing for 14 June 2009 (11:44PM)

ya she did came to my place today..
but i know that she came because she need some help from me. and i told her that she makes me feels like when she needs mine help then she will come and meet me if not she will always say she is not free then she reply that "NO dun anyhow think la"
and i ask her again will u still marry me do u want to be my wife then she say "YA" she say that she will be back with me after she finish her 'O' lvls
i jus dun know la she dun dare to face me at all like i have some kind of virus in my face or something . but i dun wanna say anything la

At 5+PM i when out with er jie to Town to walk walk haha.. Today veron really makes er jie angry lor . tell him not to play aroundhe still play around and run around ... we reach home at about 10+ going to 11 i think !!!

haiz i jus text her(11.33pm) asking if she is free then she say "yahyah" then ask her to give me a call she say okay but now its like (11:55PM) she still haven call me. maybe i'm use not that great for her to call me .

i have taken 4 sleeping pills hoping that i can fall a sleep fast so that i will be able to go to wake up on time to go to work, tomorrow working at 8.30am agian and my boss is back from his leave liao!! tomorrow cannnot be late from work if not surly kana ONE Big scolding from him.

hope thta i can faster fall a sleep. waiting for her call........