11october2007 3:12am

todays live is like so sian i dun even know what i should do after waking up !! i really dun knw whats wrong with me now a days!! so i look for jobs and try to earn some money to spend cause I'm totally broke and i dun even have a cent with me !! all i will do is always with for my pay to come out and how much 100+ONLY or even lesser !!! i really need a job i wanna work i dun care !! i wanna be rich now I'm trying to look for job that pay me 1K per mth at less if not I'm going to be dead !! i really hope that my Ta Jie will help me out with it !! if not i really cannot find any job already even i look in all the news paper i call them they will tell me sorry i want 18 years old and even 21 years old to work only ! i was like so i can say STUPID and what a BIG LOSER my life is so bored now !!

ok go back to today !

i woke up and look in to some news paper trying to look for jobs that would take me in !
and after that go to KFC to buy some food with Bao Bei, Tian Xiong and Yan ! then after that go to causeway waiting for Yong Ta to bring down my pay until the bank close !! and at the mean time i sew Dickson and his friend( Tian Xiong's friend as well) so we when to find Yong Ta and take our pay now tomorrow then can take pay already lor ! then my pay tomorrow still have to pay my Ta Jie,, haiz then come back from causeway when to buy food again and came back home to slp already until 11+ i woke up and call Tian Xiong go out out have a smoke and after smoking he and me we when to eat and then go 7-11 buy things again and then go home see TV le until now !! << style="font-style: italic;">DAME SIAN already right
then later wake up going for my job interview already and going to JB with my Bao Bei's mom ...
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