Loving someone its so hard, all i was just WORRIED About her and wanting her to reach home safe. and end up I'm being Known AS a JERK ! Many ppl say that " Can You CARE more about YOUR Girlfriend ANOT IF u love a person u should care more about her, what if something happen to her will you be SORRY" and caring more about her leads to Break UP and Pain. i jus dun know what to do. Pain reminds in me and it had never go off even in work at times i jus wish to TURN OFF Myself. Thinking about the Past everywhere i go to even in work. all places that we had been comes back to me, all the Great Time and the bad times. but all are jus a PAST that never Turns back to me when i wish it will.. Being with u the the pass 2yrs i had NEVER EVER LOST MY FEELING FOR U !( if i do lost my feeling for u, i will had already go off and won't turn back.) I TRULY LOVE U AND MISS YOU. I CROSS MINE HEART and say this to u if u are reading.

I NEVER HAD WANT U TO GO , I TRULY LOVE U WITH MINE WHOLE HEART& SOUL...

EVEN RINA i had never PUT in so much love in her, i did not EVEN CRY when she go off . i know by saying this u won't believe. i had nothing to say. But everything I SAID IS 100% TRUE.